kia chahti ho
ya is taraf a jao ya dosri taraf chali jao
himmat tu karo tum
kyun jeena nahi chahti khushi sey tum
kyun andhero mey rehna chahti ho

fuck u blogger
why the fuk entires get deleted when selected :@

hum heyn is pal yahan
janay hum kal kahan

hum mileyn na milain
hum rahain na rahain

rahain geen sadaa yahaaan
pyaar ki ye dastaan

sunee geen sadaaa jissey
yeh zameeen ye asmaaan

:) .... luvd u a lot, but i hav to kill myself, i hav to

m happie
m relaxed
i feel her so close
i feel her
she still luvz me
n she confesses in a way
i will get her back
i will make her mine 4evr :)
i hope everything turns out to be in r favour in future aswell
Allah have mercy on us n our luv

Shez ill, has temperature n flu and she was 104 day before and 99 yesterday. hmmph n i miss her so much, i wana see her, i wana see her badly but i cant. i wana luv her i cant. i cant do anything. its so frustrating. i feel like being numb n smiling, thts it.

the more m luving her these dayz, more dry replies i get, i hav got her confused, soundz like i am forcing her into and its like she wants to tell me not anymore, its over and i am the only one tellin her to come back, maybe i will stop soon, maybe thats better for her, u hav to sacrafize life i've heard so many times, i will do tht for her, she might think i left her which she certainly wud but wht can i do,m demotivated, yes shez ill but she can say few words. :) gotta hide my luv wid my smiles, i gotta hide this pain with smiles i got, i gotta live with these smiles i got, all i can do iz smile n hide. But i luv u and i'll b luving till the end of me.

m lookin at my hands n noticing the lines on 'em, wonderin wht they mean, wht they hav for me init, but then ALlah says tht we can change fate, whts written can b changed by our will :). i dont know wats written for me. m curious where life will take me. Enuff for today.

the more m luvin u,
the more resistance m facin frm u,
i wondr why she doubts me n my feelings so much
why cant she think only abt me
she thinks tht coz of my social life she means nuthin to me
thts wierd, i want her to be part of it, but she doznt go out with me
shez not willin, she does wht she wants to
n i am always blamed and she wont teme too
she just keep it to herself n doesnt leme know
i hav to ask her to teme all abt it
n still she wont teme until i tell her tht i kno this n tht
n she says m not understandin :/
wht iz understandin then ?

she tried callin me up at night but i was fast asleep and mujhay kuch pata he nahi chala
neways, its nice havin her back, i dont like it when i am not in touch with her. I just want to know wht she is upto so tht i can b there for her when she needs me.

n she was all happie today, i cud feel it in her voice. i told her tht i blog some days back, weyse i changed, i wasnt like this. Its true, u only come to know about the real value of stuff when u loose them.

her college has funfair today, i rem i went to her college with her twice on the fun fairs, n it used to be gud being with her,i used to buy her things. She smsed me today n she was like funfair iz kool and dedicate a balloon to me. n i wished so much i cud do more than that.

No matter how busy i get with friends and i go out n all, i luv her the most n i enjoy her company the most, its all abt Her. I miss you.

It's Rabia's birthday today, gave her a surprise call at night and she was shocked for a sec coz she didnt know thts my voice coz we n evr had verbal communcation before. I hope shez happie n enjoyin her day .

talk to u later bloggie, u r koool. Just dont hate me. though i luv it when ppl do but u shudnt.

do u know vinni, u r the most lovin person i know :)
i dont think so, coz i nevr told u such things,
n now tht i lost u, this is when i confess :/
stupid dumb me, luv u so much
yes i want to sort out things but thts not why i talk to u
i talk to u as a friend, i wana u to move on happily like i am trying
i just care too much about you