see, i waz no gud for her, she parted 4 gud n i hope tht nuthin as bad as me shud happen 2 her evr


this iz wht she wrote to me....

so what have u been thinking?....any plans to make things better?...though of anything to maybe control the situation?....I cant claim to know how to deal with each n every situation..and I might not always be right…but ofcourse that doesn't mean that whatever I think should happen or whatever way I think shud be tackled a situation might not benefit us…it might do us some good….and them maybe not. Its us who haf to start taking decisions abt r life. Lets analyze the whole situation from the scratch…lets see how things have been moving since everything started.

Year 2002
Things seemed very good. I had finally said yes and it felt like being in heaven. U were understanding . Used to listen to me. We were friends too.

Year 2003
Things changed but a little. That does happen in every relationship so it ws a lil natural. U started acting possessive. Started getting jealous. Fine, that happens. Both of us were probably at the same level of jealousy or possessiveness. U got fed up of Adil or atleast U were fed up. I told Adil to leave you as i didn't want any problems. U didn't leave any of yr pals…even net pals that is. Fine maybe u deleted some ppl from his list but they were later added back.

Year 2004
Things started getting bad. Yr immaturity had started getting on my nerves.I used to think that u wud change since every person has to grow up one day..but then i was amazed how u cudnt change. Not even for me!..hmmm…. had started feeling that maybe u werent the guy i had always wanted.

Year 2005
We had a major phadda at the start of this year. It ws the end. But like always, u said the same stuff, u acted the usual way and the phadda was over the usual way..and ofcourse more followed the usual way. Its like a norm now. a pattern. u hafto set the rules. u dont listen to me.

Conclusion:
Its on the downfall. No changes. No positive signs. No understanding. Continuous fights. No respect. Though we are clinging on but things don't seem any better.
Fights are a part of every relationship. But what do u call a relationship where the fights never end and even when they end, there is never a satisfactory explanation of what triggered the fight etc. More false promises. NO result achieved. u haf been saying that i have to wait to see some changes. I wonder if those changes wud take 3 years more?.....
Am not sayin to break it off…coz if u cant see it, then I wont make u see it deliberately….Maybe u r optimistic abt yr future with me. Fine. Try making it work. If it doesn't work, try again just like u have been doing since the past so many months.
I have even made a graphical representation of r relationship. Its very easy to see that r thingee has been on a downfall since it started.There's nothing left in it for us now...